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I love this! 不要因为不留情的伤害而自我否定

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Bush is trying to explain to Santa Claus the financial meltdown wasn't his business

Obama is explaining to the Sand Man that the financial meltdown is his business

Kim Jong Il is watching Daffy Duck Saves the Day for the 19382744th time

Stalin is giving Saddam Hussein a pat on the back for good taste in interior design

Hu Jintao is setting up his own fan club on facebook

Lee Myung-bak is secretly enjoying his US beef

Jackie Chan is saving the earth by staying in a presidential suite

Quan Yifeng is counting the number of wedding ang baos she has to give out this year

Scorpio is (still) playing hide-and-seek with Orion

Snow White is overcoming her fear of apples

Cinderalla is trying to squeeze back into her glass slippers after forty years

Cupid is smacking his head for shooting another wrong arrow. Stupid magaritas!

Anonymous is re-designing the question mark

Grumpy is using a firecracker for his exclamation mark this Chinese New Year

Rat is climbing on Pig to ride out his eleven-year wait

Ox is glad he finally doesn't have to keep minding that he doesn't step on Rat

Happy Chinese New Year everybody!!

Gossip

Please note the time of publication, and forgive me if the language is lacking. It is not that I have just woken up.

I do not particularly enjoy participating in gossip. I am big on respecting others' privacy. And honestly, what they do privately shouldn't be held accountable to us nor be subjected to our judgement.

I do enjoy listening to one type of gossip though. Those about me.

I do not deny it's probably just a more covert form of narcissism, but sometimes, listening about yourself from the grapevine can be quite refreshing too.

Now what rumours could I hear about me.. Me screaming at a hapless newbie for some minor mistake? Probably just a spin-off from when I was still the Chilli Padi, name fondly coined by my JC math teacher. New boyfriend? Kinda old school but still interesting to know who's the new victim. Over-ambition and no substance? That would be painful (because I do believe in myself) but probably just another tactic by someone who can't find a better way to bring me down. I'm a lesbian? Ah.. Kinky

The pen might be mightier than the sword. But the tongue, that's another matter altogether.

一个对的选择

我今天回去了。在那里待的时间也不到一个小时。在那一段时间里，我克服了自己的心理障碍，也挽回了一段友谊。

我很庆幸我今天选择了回去，保住了我们之间的信念，给了自己一份安心。

这是我做的一个对的选择。

Exposed

Dad asked me over dinner earlier if I had a blog. I felt like kid caught stealing cookies. Then he asked what I put on my blog. I felt like a kid caught stealing cookies for her secret stash. Don't know if he has found it already. Hi Dad?

so totally need to find a new place to wash my dirty laundry..

Supposedly emo post

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Sometimes I do wonder when I wish for bigger boobs, how much do I really want them? I definitely don't want huge ass ones like Pamela Anderson. Not even inclined towards a C cup. And if I had to sacrifice my waist for a bigger bust, I'd rather stick to my dancer's body. And don't tell me otherwise.

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How is it that a man can fill my mind that I think of no one else but him. I feel such a great sense of pity, not for him or me, but us and the ties between. Once bitten twice shy. So I told him we cannot, no matter what. No matter why. Now I wonder what would happen instead. If I had not said anything before answering yes, yes indeed. Man proposes, God disposes. My plans were never meant to be. All the talk to steer things "right" ended up beyond foresight. So my frivolous mind starts to run now into the realms of what never begun.

What if we didn't agree from the start, what if I didn't lay down the rules, what if he asked me then, what if I said yes, what if he asked me when, what if we hence began, What if what if. And all questions lead to one. Would we still be friends again?

How long can it last before the inevitable must happen. How long can we last after then?

Love. What a foolish thing it is.

Perspectives

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I went to dye my hair yesterday. Now I remind myself of a glowing angel everytime I look in the mirror.

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Channel U was showing a commercial for "Hey Gorgeous!" with all the winners from the various schools frolicking about in bikinis and board shorts.

Me: "All the girls look the same to me leh"

Brother: "And the guys look different right? They look all the same to me, and the girls look different."

"Oh."

My New Year wishlist

For the year 2009, I want..

bigger boobs, and smaller deltoids(?)
bigger eyes, and longer eyelashes,
smaller hips, and shorter leg hair
stronger knees and weaker mental blockages
greater foresight, and lesser misgivings
my mind to open, and my lips to shut
more flexibility in mind and body, more discipline in soul
strength to rise above the crowd,
humility to give others respect
pride to say "thank you"
courage to look others in the eye
heart to communicate sincerity
love to show sympathy
blessings to encourage me along the way
grace which I know I have as I continue walking with God